the love ill never have

its been 2 years since i last heard your voice.
twas your birthday 2 weeks ago.
sent you a card 2 days your side.

i remember those 2 months with you
2:00pm is our rendezvous
cherishing every moment, counting every second,
this online tryst, with only just us 2.

why do i long for you this much?
why do i even care?
we agreed that we only have
just 2 months to spare.

you have your life, and i have mine.
we were committed to unwanted lives.
you have to stay with her, and i was with him
but when i was with you, everything felt so right.

i still have with me, preserved in my drive
that song you recorded, my birthday surprise
2 hrs you said, where you mixed and matched
babe you found the perfect song i kept in my heart.

what is there to do for a number 2?
when everything is bound to be doomed from hitherto,
i know my mistake, i dont have regrets
2 tabs for this headache will never suffice.

does love ever go wrong for 2 hearts in love?
dont get me wrong i know this aint just lust
is it right to forsake space and time?
or will you forever be the love ill never have?