..the one..

in a world where almost everyone you meet is a jerk,

you know you dont need to be serious.

hang out, pretend, play with them.

have fun and stop anytime.

no attachments, no pain.

convenient isnt it?

but at the end of the show..

you know you’re still yearning for something genuine.

you realize that what you’re really lookin forward to is someone who can look at you straight in the eye and tell you he loves you.

someone worth every risk of pain.

someone who will stay.

someone who will simply make a difference.

fib

the best apology for our past mistake is to avoid it in the future.

the love ill never have

its been 2 years since i last heard your voice.
twas your birthday 2 weeks ago.
sent you a card 2 days your side.

i remember those 2 months with you
2:00pm is our rendezvous
cherishing every moment, counting every second,
this online tryst, with only just us 2.

why do i long for you this much?
why do i even care?
we agreed that we only have
just 2 months to spare.

you have your life, and i have mine.
we were committed to unwanted lives.
you have to stay with her, and i was with him
but when i was with you, everything felt so right.

i still have with me, preserved in my drive
that song you recorded, my birthday surprise
2 hrs you said, where you mixed and matched
babe you found the perfect song i kept in my heart.

what is there to do for a number 2?
when everything is bound to be doomed from hitherto,
i know my mistake, i dont have regrets
2 tabs for this headache will never suffice.

does love ever go wrong for 2 hearts in love?
dont get me wrong i know this aint just lust
is it right to forsake space and time?
or will you forever be the love ill never have?