eternity

soulmates can never be found by grasping every hand you see and testing if your hands fit together.

nor are they make believe.

but its that someone who stares back at you at the other side of life

when you stare into space & lose consciousness of everything around you

& feel a few seconds of what eternity means.

no.

when God gives you one important thing in your life..

never hold it too tight..

so when He asks you to give it back..

its easy to let go..

without hurting so bad.

tadhana..

kung talagang para sayo ang isang tao..

mawala man sya sayo ng mahabang panahon..

magkikita pa rin kayo..

kapag tama na ang mali..

at kapag pwede na ang di dapat..

love song

by: sebastian PK 

iginawa kita ng tula

lumulutang sa mapait na alak

kasing pait ng ngiti mo

nung ika’y nagpaalam

maitim na tinta tumatakbo

sa mistulang lumuluhang

one-half lengthwise na papel

sing itim ng paningin ko

nung sinabi mo iba na mahal mo

eto mga kataga

matamis pa sa cotton candy

lamunin mo

tulad ng paglamon mo

sa aking iginuhit na paraiso

hindi ako galit

lumubog lang saglit

itong bangkang walang sagway

na pinaglagyan ko

ng aking rosaryo

at kalbaryo

nilalangoy ko

ang maputik na ilog

ng tadhana

pilit inaabot ang maputing buhangin

na iyong inaapakan

naghintay ako na iyong sagipin

pero hinagis mo saki’y

hindi lubid kundi barbwire

na dali-daling kumagat

sa aking mga pisngi

ako’y nagdurugo

habang hinihila mo

at bulag na nung ako’y

gumapang at lumuhod sa harap mo

sana’y hinayaan mo nalang akong malunod

sa malamig na tubig ng pag-iisa

sana’y wala ako dito ngayon

nakasabit sa ngiti ng buwan

nagyeyelong puso

at nagbabagang mata

isusuka ko nalang

itong aking pighati

bukas paggising ko

paracetamol lang katapat mo.

magical feeling

by mymp

I was in a car crash
Throwed up like trash
Slap twice, step thrice
It felt so real
Baby what’s the deal
Look straight into my eyes
You told me all these lies

I didn’t see it coming
I didn’t see it happening
That one day you’d be leaving me hanging

Chorus:

I’m happy you left me
I prayed that you hurt me
It’s a magical feeling
Knowing that you’re not meant for me

Heavy rains poured on me
Lightning struck and hit me
Slap twice, step thrice
It felt so real
Baby what’s the deal
Look straight into my eyes
You told me all these lies
I didn’t see it coming
I didn’t see it happening
That one day you’d be leaving me hanging

(repeat chorus)

People say you’re sorry
But baby don’t you worry
Life has been easier without you
We should have done this earlier.

(repeat chorus 2x)
:D

say no to female genital mutilation

 in certain tribes in africa, they believe that women should not be allowed to feel urges or sexual desires of any sort because it is evil. not only is this sexist, it is also physically straining. there was this athelete at oprah years ago who was said to have gone thru this and she is having a hard time urinating. poor thing. i also read/ heard somewhere, sorry i really have a bad memory, that there was this tribe which tied a woman in labor to a pole, thinking that gravity would help the woman give birth.. shocking i know..:( . the women did give birth that way.. after 5 days from of being tied to that pole..

you fucking broke it..

i hate you for coming into my life..
for bring me to the beach,
for showing me how beautiful every sunset was with you.

i despise it when you take my hand
and make your weird tiny fingers fit my long, slim fingers,
coz i believed that it means were meant to be.

i abhor you when you call me all the time..
and you dont mind me placing you on hold..
as long as i know that you miss me..

i loathe it when you said you werent the type who sends flowers,
coz i wanted so bad to have even just once stem..
and you went out of your way to bring 3 pots of tulips at gateway.

i resented the fact that you wont even write me a love letter,
when almost every guy i was with showered my with poems..
so you bought me “the prophet” by gibran.

i was devastated when you didnt want to go shopping with me..
you knew you woud be a bag boy,
but you stayed with me the whole day going around the mall.

its nauseating when you dont make your own decisions,
its always me, me, me.
you always let me decide for us.

i was always bothered when you let me win every argument,
i wanted you to be the man..
but you always let me be right.

thats why i was shocked when you said you were leaving…
i loathe you for not telling me why…
i hate you for making me believe that everything was ok.
i despise you for never clearly answering my questions,
for making me live in a dreamworld..
where everything was perfect between us.

im sorry if i dont want to be friends.
i cant stand acting like nothing happened.
the question if you ever really loved me keeps haunting me every damn day.
coz after all that.. i dont believe you no more.

yes its true,
with you i have never felt so happy,
but with you as well,
i have never felt so betrayed.

someday
i swear
ill forget
every breath we took
together.

as of now..
ill be content..
missing you..
and hating you..
and wishing you were dead.

the best position

** giggles** ** giggles**

uhuh you got that right.. its a church.. what were u thinking? tsk tsk

Mcbealism

“I have to believe that it works…

that when two people come together they stay together.

I have to take that to bed with me at night even if I’m going to bed alone.

That’s a McBealism.”

** if only it was that easy to be optimistic.. i would be everyday. but sometimes life just gets to you and youre defenseless from all the shit around you. i used to believe in happy endings and destiny and butterflies in the stomach.. but after every heartbreak.. one can only take so much. im not saying that id be a sour bitch forever,  but like getting over a past relationship, being hopeful(again!) also does take time…

the one

in life, we always aimed for the right person to love

without realizing that every person might be the right one.

you just have to trust and accept every inch of that person

coz if you wont,

youll be searching forever..

how do you know its love?

love isnt when you cant sleep,

its when you want to keep your eyes open.

love isnt when you keep holding on,

its when you learn to let go.

love isnt when you kill yourself with jealousy,

its when you understand.

love isnt when you fall for someone,

its when you catch that person when he falls.

love isnt when you see him everywhere,

its when you close your eyes and hes still there.

love isnt when you tell him of you rfeelings

its when you give up everything for his sake.

love isnt when you think you are blind..

its when you know that you are wrong but you dont mind.

coudl be wrong..

the heart is in the center of the chest..

but it beats at the left side..

i guess thats the reason why..

the heart isnt always right..

my refuge..

in this world of overrated pleasures and underrated treasures, im glad there is you.

the irony of love

it is one of the greatest ironies of human existence..

.. that the more you love someone,

the more you make yourself vulnerable to the pain of losing them.

and the more people you love,

the more you increase your chances of getting hurt.

yes love makes you strong..

but at the same time it leaves you defenseless.

how do you hold on to someone you’ve never met?

THE PERFECT DATE MOVIE 
 

SYSNOPSIS:

Feeling that it’s time for a change in her life, Dr. Kate Forster (SANDRA BULLOCK) leaves the suburban Illinois locale where she completed her residency and takes a job at a busy Chicago hospital. One thing she is reluctant to leave behind is the uniquely beautiful house she’s been renting - a spacious and artfully designed refuge with large windows that overlook a placid lake. It’s a place in which she felt her true self.

It is a winter morning in 2006.

On her way to the city, Kate leaves a note in the mailbox for house’s next tenant, asking him to forward her mail and noting that the inexplicable painted paw prints he might notice by the front door were there when she moved in.

But when the next tenant arrives, he sees a much different picture. Alex Wyler (KEANU REEVES), a talented but frustrated architect working at a nearby construction site, finds the lake house badly neglected: dusty, dirty and overgrown with weeds. And no sign of paw prints anywhere.

The house has special meaning for Alex. In a happier time it was built by his estranged father (CHRISTOPHER PLUMMER), a renowned architect who allowed his professional acclaim to grow at the expense of his family life. Alex feels a sense of peace here now and commits to restoring the property to its original beauty. He disregards Kate’s note until, days later, while painting the weather-beaten jetty he sees a stray dog run across the fresh paint and then towards the entrance of the house, leaving paw prints exactly where she said they’d be.

Baffled, Alex writes back, saying that the house had no occupant before him and wondering how she could have known about the dog; while Kate, who just left it a week ago, imagines he is playing some kind of joke on her and fires back a reply.

Just for argument’s sake, what day is it there?

April 14, 2004.

No, she says. It’s April 14, 2006.

The same day, two years apart.
Can this be happening?

As Kate and Alex continue to correspond through the lake house’s mailbox they confirm that they are, incredibly, impossibly, living two years apart, and each at a time in their lives when they are struggling with past disappointments and trying to make a new start. Sharing this unusual bond, they reveal more of themselves to one another with each passing week - their secrets, their doubts and dreams, until they find themselves falling in love.

Determined to bridge the distance between them at last and unravel the mystery behind their extraordinary connection, they tempt fate by arranging to meet. But, by trying to join their two separate worlds, they could risk losing each other forever.

watch the trailer here

COOL OFF

by: Session Road

ayoko na munang makita ka..
ayoko na munang makasama ka.. 
gusto ko sanang mapag-isa.. 
‘di na yata tayo masaya..
‘di na yata kakayanin pa..
gusto ko munang mapag-isa..

siguro’y ito na nga.. 
intindihin mo na..
kailangan lang natin ng pahinga.. 

palayain ang isa’t isa..
kung tayo, tayo talaga..
palayain ang isa’t isa..
kung tayo, tayo talaga..

ayoko na munang lapitan ka..
ayoko na munang makausap ka..
gusto ko sanang mapag-isa.. 
‘di na tayo magkasundo..
sumisikip na ang ating mundo..
time out muna tayo..

siguro’y ito na nga.. 
intindihin mo na..
kailangan lang natin ng pahinga.. 

palayain ang isa’t isa..
kung tayo, tayo talaga..
palayain ang isa’t isa..
kung tayo, tayo talaga..

kung tayo, tayo talaga..
kung tayo, tayo talaga..
kung tayo, tayo talaga..

kung tayo.. 
..tayo talaga

..nanana..nanana..  

Happiness..

.. is somewhere between too little and too much.

may you have just enough wealth to meet your needs..

.. enough poverty to learn how to work hard..

.. enough blessing to know that GOd loves you..

.. enough problems so u dont forget him..

.. enough happiness to keep you sweet..

.. enough trialsto keep you strong..

.. enough hope to keep you happy..

.. enough sorrow to keep you human..

.. what you become is your gift to God. 

when do u let go?

there is nothing wrong in loving someone.

you may be able to bear the pain when love beins to to hurt..

and when it hurts..

you may still be able to give even more.

you may be even able to love til it hurts no more.

but what good does it bring you when the person you love shows no respect for what you feel..

and makes lame excuses for his inability to love you back?

love isnt love till you give it away.

but love will only have life when it is shared by 2 people who believe in its meaning.. 

what is a lover?

you are a lover when you remember that your partner does not belong to you..

he or she is on love from the universe.

you are a lover when you realize that nothing that pennes between you will be insignificant..

that everything you sayin the relationship has the potential to cause your beloved joy or sorrow..

and everything you do will either strengthen or weaken it. 

psst

hey you. get well soon.

:)