its sad when the people you know become people you knew, when you cant walk right past someone as if they were never a big part of your life..how you used to be able to talk for hours, and now you can barely even look at them. its just sad how things change, so much.
i dont like you!
Tuesday, May 30, 2006sigh
i saw my crushie today. he had a haircut!
he looked good in his business getup and his looney toon tie.
i really dont like him, you know.
i mean i never really saw him as the crush material.
were not friends, just acquaintances.
i would pass by his station and i cant help giggle.
yes he’s the guy in my dream.
after what happened i cant seem to get him off my mind.
sometimes i catch myself glancing at his station.
hoping to find him there.
hoping that he’s not talking to a gurl.
i like looking at him.
but i know im not inlove with him.
i can stilll hear his voice in my mind.
argh. i hate this feeling.
im giving you 2 weeks okay?
by that time..
i shouldnt think of you anymore. 
