its sad when the people you know become people you knew, when you cant walk right past someone as if they were never a big part of your life..how you used to be able to talk for hours, and now you can barely even look at them. its just sad how things change, so much.

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a matter of wanting

Monday, May 29, 2006

got this from here.. it rocks!!

so am posting it here.

it was written by alt164 

 

Obviously, you like him, and obviously he knows. And that’s practically why it never worked for you two. Then you started liking him. Of course, everybody likes him. And of course, he likes you too, maybe only because he thinks you like him but I guess it doesn’t matter as much to you as it does to me.
Not as obvious as I’d want it to be, I like you. A lot. More than I imagined I would, more than I cared to think I could like someone right now. Not as obvious as I’d want it to be, I want you to want me to like you as much as I want you to like me. I want you to want to spend lazy days with me, hot summer days at the pool, rainy days on the phone, and sucky ass days fighting over lame crap. I want you to want me to want to fight over the you’re skimpy shirt wearing, to want me to want to hold your hands in front of everybody, to want me to want to make decisions no matter how big or small with you.
 
But most of all, I want you to want me to want to take the risk, to jump off this cliff, to disregard friendships, to be selfish, which in this case, my-self-ish and your-self-ish. Because I will.

I want you to want me to want to go and get you and keep you. Because I do.

 

i juz utterly love it :)  

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