its sad when the people you know become people you knew, when you cant walk right past someone as if they were never a big part of your life..how you used to be able to talk for hours, and now you can barely even look at them. its just sad how things change, so much.

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Monday, May 22, 2006

we were so helplessly falling..

when did we start drowning in our.. own tangled web of dreams?

and now times are changing right before our eyes.

its hard to tell if time was ever by your side.

all i can do now is cry..

well what am i supposed to do?

i guess this is…i guess this is letting go

cant i just hit rewind? replay the time fly by

just for one more day of being there with you.

did you really think youre the only one who could ever fall in love?

is this really what you were always dreaming of?

you danced circles in my heart as i layed awake sleeping

you sugar coated everything,

you watched me while i was dreaming

now heaven is a living HELL, i know the angels all to well

maybe it was all just a waste of time; or was it?

i feel a shortness of breathing, did my heart stop beating?

maybe its all in my mind

please wake me up from this night mare.

i open my eyes but you arent there.

you could have atleast said goodbye…

and i guess..this…i guess this is letting go..

Posted by mushy at 12:43 am | permalink

Previous Comments

u made it friend?

-reply sa site ko ha? wehweh

Posted by fLofLo at May 22, 2006, 8:46 pm

during those utterly terrible notes.. sigh..

Posted by me at May 23, 2006, 1:28 am

cheer up mushy! this too shall pass…. :-)

Posted by raine at May 23, 2006, 9:24 am

[3] i know.. its been almost a month already.. i think im getting the hang of not having him in my life.. sigh.. im still sad when i remember him.. but hey.. i dont look for him anymore.. i guess thats progress huh? oh wel.. life.. i will get over him.. he's just a guy.. lol.. did i just say that!? haha :D

Posted by mushy at May 25, 2006, 8:10 pm