its sad when the people you know become people you knew, when you cant walk right past someone as if they were never a big part of your life..how you used to be able to talk for hours, and now you can barely even look at them. its just sad how things change, so much.

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Saturday, May 13, 2006

if only i could hold you one more time

i would let you know

how much i miss you

how much you mean to me.

 

if only i could see you one more time

i would be able to say goodbye

let you go

and finally have closure

 

but i can’t hold you again

because if i did

i wouldn’t be able to let you go

i would hang on to you for as long as i can

 

because you are the air that i breathe

you are the beat of my heart

you are the love of my life

and if i let you go, i’ll cease to exist

 

i would return to the dust that i was

i would turn into the nothing i was

before you came

before you breathe life into me

 

i love you

with all of me

with all that’s left

and with all that i’ll become

 

and i can’t let go.



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Posted by mushy at 6:41 am | permalink

Previous Comments

Yes you can!
You already have.
I can tell.
True Love does not come from within.
Rather, it is a velociraptor,
From which there is no escape,
That one day you will meet,
And to which you will surrender.
Gladly to be its captive forever.
Then you will know,
you already let me go.

Posted by djb at May 13, 2006, 6:51 am

[1] probly.
someday.
our eyes will meet.
but now right now.
someday.
we will.
and i shall
look forward to that.

Posted by me at May 13, 2006, 8:36 pm

thanks for dropping by my blog.. and for leaving a comment.. it inspired me to make a post about heart and destiny.. surprisingly,,the title of my post was "If only…" Good luck po.

Posted by kath at May 13, 2006, 10:56 pm

i really understand how u feel when that happened to you. i also underwent the same experience chels.there are times when God takes someone who is not really worth of our love.he doesn't want us to be fooled for a long time.this will happen peculiarly for those who will not recognize God's plan in someone's life.if u try to call on him and ask for strength and guidance, u will surely be guided all throughout and he will give you the right person at the right time.

Posted by randy at May 22, 2006, 11:11 pm

[4] how do u know that he's the right person? isnt it automatic that the person you love is the right person for you? thats how i see it..

Posted by mushy at May 23, 2006, 2:00 am

And you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts
And presents aren’t promises.
And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up
And your eyes open;
Wth the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child.

Hi mushy marie, I can't even begin to offer you advice, because I believe that to do so I would first HAVE to have a friendly relationship with you, and then you will HAVE to ask me for advice too. Having said that, I must encourage you that what you're going through, even the anger and bitterness, is God's plan.

Call out to Him and spend time with Him and you will understand His purposes. He has in mind a far, far better Man for you. Just trust… in His time. Proverbs 3:5-6: Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.

This is a verse for you: Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the LORD and He will give you the desires of your heart.

Posted by Pericles at May 26, 2006, 1:44 pm

[6] at first i cant understand why He has to will something like this. i had so many questions.. but he called unto my friends. *sigh* i know He hasnt left me. i still dont understand what happened, but i have my faith in Him. thanks for the words of wisdom. greatly appreciate it :)

Posted by mushy at June 3, 2006, 9:11 pm