how sinful are you?

How Sinful Are You?

What Gender Is Your Brain?

Your Brain is 80% Female, 20% Male

Your brain leans female.  You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver but you’re tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

How quirky are you?

So How Quirky Are You?

whats a guy to do?

FIVE FACTOR PERSONALITY TEST

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You’re not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your “down time.” Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You’re generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you’ve been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have medium agreeableness. You’re generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You’re generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there’s a few emotional bumps you’d like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You’ll try almost anything interesting, and you’re constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

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i dont like you!

sigh

i saw my crushie today. he had a haircut!

he looked good in his business getup and his looney toon tie.

i really dont like him, you know.

i mean i never really saw him as the crush material.

were not friends, just acquaintances.

i would pass by his station and i cant help giggle.

yes he’s the guy in my dream.

after what happened i cant seem to get him off my mind.

sometimes i catch myself glancing at his station.

hoping to find him there.

hoping that he’s not talking to a gurl. 

i like looking at him.

but i know im not inlove with him.

i can stilll hear his voice in my mind.

argh. i hate this feeling.

im giving you 2 weeks okay?

by that time..

i shouldnt think of you anymore. 

a matter of wanting

got this from here.. it rocks!!

so am posting it here.

it was written by alt164 

Obviously, you like him, and obviously he knows. And that’s practically why it never worked for you two. Then you started liking him. Of course, everybody likes him. And of course, he likes you too, maybe only because he thinks you like him but I guess it doesn’t matter as much to you as it does to me.

Not as obvious as I’d want it to be, I like you. A lot. More than I imagined I would, more than I cared to think I could like someone right now. Not as obvious as I’d want it to be, I want you to want me to like you as much as I want you to like me. I want you to want to spend lazy days with me, hot summer days at the pool, rainy days on the phone, and sucky ass days fighting over lame crap. I want you to want me to want to fight over the you’re skimpy shirt wearing, to want me to want to hold your hands in front of everybody, to want me to want to make decisions no matter how big or small with you.
 
But most of all, I want you to want me to want to take the risk, to jump off this cliff, to disregard friendships, to be selfish, which in this case, my-self-ish and your-self-ish. Because I will.

I want you to want me to want to go and get you and keep you. Because I do.

i juz utterly love it  

if there’s a will, there’s a way!

few weeks ago i got me a new phone.. i was looking fer something with big space, high resolution camera, radio & mp3 player. the sony ericsson w550i was perfect fer me and my budget. i immediately attempted to configure the mms & gprs. mms was working great but i cant seem to get the wap working. i called globe customer service and the gurl told me that she doesnt have the settings of my phone in her data base yet so she instructed me to text the configurations again. i told her that i did that already and she insisted that i wait for the settings to arrive. naturally they did but it STILL was not working. so i went to the sony ericsson site and it wasnt any help either. got the same settings, wap still wasnt working.

i was in manila at that time so i went to globe at sm centerpoint and the lady there was very helpful. she knew that i was frustrated already so she suggested that she do it all by herself, i gave her my phone and miraculously, it worked! at that time i was able to surf thru wap. 2 weeks after that though it wasnt working again. i dint make any changes, thats for sure, i dont know how to configure that in the first place. i badly need my phone settings to be configured since i use it to check on my fave movie scheds, my yahoo mail & messenger when im away from my pc. yup. so trivial i know. , call me vain if u want, i dont really care. so i decided to go back to globe, this time at sm baguio. i dint have to wait long, thank God. however the guy there doesnt seem to know any extended support. he was letting me download the settings again thru text even if i have told him already that i have done that for the nth time. but then again since i badly wanted my phone to be fixed, i complied. as usual, it dint work. i was running out of time since i needed to go to work in 30 mins. so i asked him to manually configure my phone instead. he discouraged it since he said i would still be waiting for a few mins, which i dint exactly have the luxury of. just the same, i told him i was willing to wait. he then asked for my email address because he was going to send there the steps of manually configuring the phone. i asked him to do it for me instead but he said HE DINT KNOW HOW!

hell! what is the globe center for then? if not to give extended support for their subscribers? i asked for his supervisor and he told me that he wasnt in because it was a weekend. he advised me to go back on monday. i asked him to give me someone else who can help me and he said that they all have the same training. 

i couldnt help it anymore, i was going to burst. i was on my way out. i passed by one of the tech guys and i told asked him bitterly:

“are you stupid as the guy over there? he needs to be fired.”

and he just gave me a blank look.

i was furious until i reached the office. i searched for the globe website for support and thank God there were detailed instructions there. everything seems to be correct except for one minor(?) thing, the IP address the phone had was 203.177.042.214 when it should be .42 only. i removed the 0 and voila! it worked! whew ! 

if theres a will, theres a way  

life is too short

for the past 3 weeks, my shift has always ended at 4am. since most of the time, i was always feeing so tired and sleepy, i made our sleeping quarters a refuge, regardless of all the ghost stories and robberies ive heard. however, today at about 6am, i was awakened by the cries of one of the gurls about to leave for her day shift. what happened was one of the gurls sleeping there was having a seizure! she said she dint know what to do so she woke me up.. im no expert on first aid either so i decided to call for help.. just outside the sleeping quarters was the smoking area, i asked if there was anyone who could help, and all i got were stares. i was going to dash to the clinic but since i was rushing to go out, i forgot my swipe card. i banged the door. i told the guard that they have to radio the clinic coz there was a gurl who was having a seizure.

then the guard said..”ano po un maam? hindi ko po alam un. yun ba yung nanggugupit?” 

i dint know how to react.

i told the guard: “yung babae sa sleeping quarters inaatake ng epilepsy! “

all he had to say was “epilepsy?”

thank God another guard arrived! i told him about the gurl having the seizure, he radioed the clinic then he ran to the sleeping quarters for whatever help he can give. a few seconds after that the nurse came and another guard came with a wheelchair.

just last night another gurl also had a seizure while being tested on the phone by one american contemporaries in new york. she was rushed to the hospital.. dead on arrival.

i was supposed to sleep until 9am, in that way id go straight to the mall. but who else can sleep after that? i felt guilty coz i wasnt able to help the gurl first hand.

i wonder if her life flashed before her eyes? but then again.. she was sleeping when she had the seizure.

this was the first time that i ever encountered anything as emotionally loaded as this. usually im like the people i saw at the smoking area, i just stare.. apathetic of the people around me. 

sometimes life gets to us by hitting us hard on the head. well im wide awake now. and that willl be the last time im sleeping at the sleeping quarters.

kubo rules

its the darnest thing

3 nights back i had a weird dream.. i was with my friend fe and this guy we know. all of a sudden we were being attacked by aliens with spaceships hurling fireballs at anything in sight. then i lost sight of fe and it was only the two of us running for safety. everything was a disaster. we both tried calling home, but we cant reach anyone. then we saw some guy who told us that our families have died and that there were only a few of us around..

baguio was in shambles.. since we were afraid of any of those buildings toppling over us, we decided that it would be better going to the lowlands.. prefereably la union since it was closer.. we just walked and walked.. there were a few people following us but we dint really mind since we were also following other people.. later on we were nabbed by we dont know who and when we woke up we were at the basement of this building and there were people around and they were calling me reyna.. and they were calling my guy friend sir.. . ala 4400.. lol

i know, i know.. could it get any weirder? we were tasked (daw) to lead the people left.. miraculously, the building that we were on used to be a department store, so we had all our supplies there. we had everything that we need. we even had soldiers who would protect us with their lives.

what irks me is that im not even close with that guy i dreamt of. and now, everytime i see him, i cant help but giggle like a school girl because i remember my dreamof him. now i think im beginning to like him! eep! a while ago i passed by and i was smirking again.. and he asked me why i was grinning.. aaak! help!

**sigh** cant wait to go back to sleep again.. hihi

sleeping positions

hhmm.. old couple sleeping style and woman depend’s on man sleeping style..
i do not depend on him..  i resent that! enough already..
wala na nga eh.. adding insult to injury..

really random thoughs

we were so helplessly falling..

when did we start drowning in our.. own tangled web of dreams?

and now times are changing right before our eyes.

its hard to tell if time was ever by your side.

all i can do now is cry..

well what am i supposed to do?

i guess this is…i guess this is letting go

cant i just hit rewind? replay the time fly by

just for one more day of being there with you.

did you really think youre the only one who could ever fall in love?

is this really what you were always dreaming of?

you danced circles in my heart as i layed awake sleeping

you sugar coated everything,

you watched me while i was dreaming

now heaven is a living HELL, i know the angels all to well

maybe it was all just a waste of time; or was it?

i feel a shortness of breathing, did my heart stop beating?

maybe its all in my mind

please wake me up from this night mare.

i open my eyes but you arent there.

you could have atleast said goodbye…

and i guess..this…i guess this is letting go..

new movies to look forward to

SM MEGAMALL SCAM

i could not believed what happened to my friend. i dont know if i was gonna pity him or beat him up incessantly. he said he was a victim but i actually see him as yer typical guy who doesnt care about anything but that thing in his pants. i dunno if he was lieng or he was just pulling my leg, but then again, you be the judge, read on. here was his account of what happened to him:

I have become a victim of a clever scam while out shopping. This personally happened to me at SM Mega Mall, and it could happen to you.

Two seriously good-looking 18-year-old girls come over to your car as you are packing your shopping bags in the trunk. They both start wiping your windshield with a rag and soapy water with their breasts almost falling out of their skimpy t-shirts. It is impossible not to look. When you thank them and offer them a tip, they say “No” and instead ask you for a ride to another Mall. If you agree, they will get in the back seat fast. On the way, they start having sex with each other. Then one of them climbs over into the front seat and performs oral sex on you, while the other one steals your wallet.

Be careful.

break na tayo

Marami ng dumating na pagkakataon

Mga pag-ibig na dinala ng panahon

Nabigay pagasa na ako’y umibig muli

Pero lahat lahat ay nauwing sawi

Napakahirap magpaka totoo

Mahalin ang taong di ka kuntento

Wala ding madaling paraan

Para sa pusong masasaktan

Mahirap magbitaw ng salita

Lalo nat dulot nito’y dalita

Pero ito ang katotohanan

Di na mababago kailanman 

Marami ng naging ganito

Lagi na lang pabago-bago

Ano ba talaga?

Patuloy ba akong aasa?

Ang pagmamahal ay di lamang puso

Kasama din nito pati ang ulo

At kapag hindi pumatas

Pwede itong magwakas

Marami akong dahilan

Alam kong hindi ka kawalan

Oo ikaw ay napakamakasarili

Pero wala akong masisisi

Ako man ay nasasaktan

Sa pagibig na iniwasan

Pero alam kong ito’y tama

Dahil di naman kita nakikita 

Maraming babagay sa inyo

Hindi lamang ako

Kasi di rin kayo babagay sa akin

Di niyo ba napansin?

Di naman ito nasayang

Wag sanang manghinayang

Marami tayong natutunan

Kahit naging kaguluhan

Aba at Malay natin

Baka balang araw, tayo pa din.

Ewan natin. pero para sa akin.

Wag na lang. 

female/shemale test and see miss gay thailand

lets see how keep yer eye is on checking out if the person is a female or a shemale..

i got 11/16..

take the female/shemale test

:D

and would you ever guess…  (more…)

sexy name decoder

***got this from mischarmed.. cool huh!

from my mom, this mother’s day

i mentioned to my lola that i was making a poem for my mom this mother’s day. she was so touched, according to her that she sent me this.. a card. and i havent even finished the poem yet..  .. loove you mom.

For My Grown-Up Daughter

Today, Daughter,
I see you reaching out to people,
showing that one person
can make a difference in this world.
And what a difference you’ve made!
I know my life could never have been so
full and complete without you being
such an important part of it.
I’ve watched the difference you’ve made
in the lives of others as well.
You have a very special gift
that inspires people to be
the best they can be.
I’m so proud of all that you do,
and I hope you’ll never forget that
I love you with all my heart!
 
 
Anak, may this Mother’s Day make you realize how quickly time passes by, as I have. You and I missed out on a lot of things. How I longed to hear about your first crush, your best friends and your little secrets. I know it’s past but it will forever haunt me. I prayed to God always that He shield your heart from getting hurt. I’m sorry for not being there for you….I love you, Anak.

if only i could…

if only i could hold you one more time

i would let you know

how much i miss you

how much you mean to me.

if only i could see you one more time

i would be able to say goodbye

let you go

and finally have closure

but i can’t hold you again

because if i did

i wouldn’t be able to let you go

i would hang on to you for as long as i can

because you are the air that i breathe

you are the beat of my heart

you are the love of my life

and if i let you go, i’ll cease to exist

i would return to the dust that i was

i would turn into the nothing i was

before you came

before you breathe life into me

i love you

with all of me

with all that’s left

and with all that i’ll become

and i can’t let go.