should i stay?
Saturday, April 8, 2006I got this from quote from tin:
“Never let someone be your priority,
while allowing yourself to be your option.”
sometimes, in our relationships, we tend to make the other person the priority. it may be out of love or out of choice, and sometimes were not even aware that that’s whats happening. how could that happen, you say? well people have different loving styles, and for some, holding back is not loving at all. so they give all, no questions asked. thats how it should be in the first place right? yeah.. if everything was that simple.. but its not.
to you,
i dont know if we need some time off or what.. but right now, i feel taken fer granted. i was never in favor of long distance relationships but i took the chance with you coz i feel that its worth it, you are worth it. and right now, im in the crossroad if i still want to continue whatever we started. communication is the only thing thats bridging us and if you’ll take that away, things would definitely change. im sorry if i sound demanding, im not requiring you to report to me everything that you do, i just want to know if you’re ok. im not telling you to ask my permission when you need to do something, i just want to be part of your life.. to know the things you’re up to, things you’re celebrating or ranting about. its hard to love someone you dont see, but its harder to love someone you dont even hear about. i never thought loving could be this hard.
im taking a chance on posting this coz i know that you wont be reading this anyways, just like my other emails that were left unanswered. you are in front of computers everyday, cant u even take a minute to read my thoughts? you were online last nite, cant u even take a minute off those games you were playin and answer my freakin email?
i can only take so much. and right now.. i dunno what to feel…








