its sad when the people you know become people you knew, when you cant walk right past someone as if they were never a big part of your life..how you used to be able to talk for hours, and now you can barely even look at them. its just sad how things change, so much.

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Do not love me yet

Friday, March 17, 2006

Do not love me yet,
For I am still a slender moon,
A scimitar about the heart
Too sharp to touch too soon.

Before I’m touched I need to grow
More full in golden light.
I need to smile upon my earth
And rule some patch of night.

I need to know what roads and fields
Lie in my domain
And dull my brand new ecstasies
With sophomoric pain.

I need the love of some blank boy
As cold and dark as me,
That we might grope in ignorance
And fear of what might be.

And then when I’m a silver bowl
And know what I can hold,
Then, then, perhaps, we could try love
If you are not too old.

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I Have No Life But This

I Have No Life But This
by Emily  Dickinson

I have no life but this, 
To lead it here;
Nor any death, but lest
Dispelled from there;
Nor tie to earths to come,
Nor action new,
Except through this extent,
The Realm of You!
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right now..

RIGHT NOW…


      -somebody is thinking of you.
      -somebody is caring about you.
      -somebody misses you
      -somebody wants to talk to you.
      -somebody wants to be with you.
      -somebody hopes you aren’t in trouble.
      -somebody is thankful for the support you have provided.
      -somebody wants to hold your hand.
      -somebody hopes everything turns out all right.
      -somebody wants you to be happy.
      -somebody wants you to find him/her.
      -somebody is celebrating your successes.
      -somebody wants to give you a gift.
      -somebody thinks that you ARE a gift.
      -somebody loves you.
      -somebody admires your strength.
      -somebody is thinking of you and smiling.
      -somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on.

Never take away anyone’s hope. 

That may be all they have.

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