i have a thing for voices

i really dont usually answer calls that are not in me address book, but yesterday, as i looked at my mobile vibrate wiv a number from manila, i got a strange pull asking me to answer it. the call was from a call center i have applied online months ago. i dont even remember the company anymore but, but when the guy mentioned that he got my resume online, thats when i remembered.

he has the most wonderful voice , i almost fell inlove.. dang. i do have a thing fer voices, i dunno why. his voice sounds like he’s always making lambing. when he was doing the phone interview with me it dint even actually sound like an interview, twas like we were sharing stories bout our lives.. well actually i was sharin stories bout my life.. he had lots of questions, work- related and not. i was really at home with the conversation i almost fergot that he was interviewing me. at the end of the call he did mention that he was going to refer me to his HR director already. i seem to have impressed him.. argh what did i get into.. I AM at work right now.. juz got promoted even.. and right now he juz offered me a job… in manila at that! see what i put myself into.. argh..

he called again today.. he informed me that the acct manager will be speaking with me today. *sigh*.. and he also told me that he needs me by monday.. eek! i did inform him though that i cant make it if thats the case.. there are still lots of things to consider of course.. the compensation, benefits, etc. heck. what will be will be.

oh hey. no i dont love him. but have i told u i have a thing fer voices?  

LETTING GO

A forwarded message from jlois email:

There can never be any relationship that can claim immunity from failure.
People are sometimes torn apart by forces beyond their control.
Many of us make promises that we could not keep.(hhmm.. thats one thing i hate.. i wont give a promise that i know i wont keep..)
We vow to love someone forever only to find ourselves falling for someone else.( loving is a choice.. its not some feeling that you cant control)
The attraction can be intense that we become insensitive to the needs of others. (is it attraction or obsession?)
We resist reasons and insist on passion.
Many of us who have been left by a beloved continue to wallow in self-pity, asking what went wrong, waste our time searching for answers that may never be revealed to us. (we all “grieve” in our own pace..)
Why can’t we just accept that LOVE doesn’t give us the license to own a person, that LOVE doesn’t guarantee permanence?
There are times when we just have to let go of someone who means the world to us - not because we want to but because we have to, because it’s the right thing to do.
Let us remember that we cannot force anyone to love us when they don’t want to love us anymore. (thats cruel..)
We cannot beg someone to stay when he wants to leave and be with someone else. (exactly.. but when do you know that its time to let go?)
This is what LOVE is all about:  SACRIFICE…
It is about learning.
It is about accepting everything.
The end of LOVE is not the end of LIFE.
It should be the beginning of understanding that love leaves for a reason.
LOVE leaves a lesson and it is only when we learn from it that we are able to gain the
wisdom and the courage to move on and find LOVE again.

NEW RAPE MODUS OPERANDI

These guys are becoming more and more creative. So ladies, just be on the alert. Better be safe…

Today after office hours, I heard that there is a new way to rape women…

A girl left the office after working hours and saw a little child crying on the road. Feeling pity for the child, she went and asked what happened. The child said, “I am lost. Can you take me home please?”

Then the child gave her a slip and told the girl where the address is. The girl, being an average kinda person, didn’t suspect anything and took the child there. When the “child’s home” arrived, she pressed the doorbell, yet she was shocked as it the bell was wired with high voltage,and fainted.

The next day when she woke up, she found herself in an empty house up in the hills, naked. She has never even got to see the face of the attacker…

That’s why nowadays crimes are targeted on kind people.

Next time if the same situation occurs, never bring the child to the intended place. If the child insist, then bring the child to the police station. Lost child are best to send to police stations.
 
Please send this to all your female friends. (my extra note: guys, please tell your mom, your sister, your wife and your girlfriends too!)

what is your brain pattern?

Your Brain’s Pattern

Your brain is always looking for the connections in life. You always amaze your friends by figuring out things first. You’re also good at connecting people - and often play match maker. You see the world in fluid, flexible terms. Nothing is black or white.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

KATE MOSS & HER 24-CARAT VIBRATOR

i was this forum that i usually go to and i couldnt help but laugh on one of the entrees that i saw:

Jay Leno, of the Tonight Show, said that Kate Moss, the supermodel, just bought a 24-carat gold vibrator. Then he said, “Boy, I hope she hides that someplace safe!”  

duh..  

so i searched fer it only and got something from here 

Richard Johnson dishes: ‘Kate Moss is swearing off unruly boyfriends, given all that bad press her junkie ex-lover Pete Doherty caused her. Our theory springs from a recent sighting of the supermodel making a very personal purchase at La Petite Coquette on University Place.

Moss bought a limited-edition, Jimmyjane “Little Something” vibrator in 24K gold for £200 in New York’s La Petite Coquette store. The buzz-worthy bauble comes inscribed with choice of endearment (”Sugar,” “Be Mine,” “Sweetie” or “Flirt”) and is guaranteed not to get you in trouble with the law.’

i understand why some women need a vibrator.. but to have it made in 24k gold.. that is so freakin vain.

thinking deep

What is your idea of perfect happiness?
~ celebrating the 75th wedding anniv with mushy.. *whew* thats like how many years from now.. err we havent even gotten married yet lol

What is the trait you most deplore in others?
~ arrogance, hypocrisy

What has been your most embarrassing moment?
~ when i f*ck up at something i really prepared for

What vehicles do you own?
~ none yet

What is your favourite smell?
~aside from “pleasures,” plastic cover, nail polish, some penshoppe perfume

What do you most dislike about your appearance?
~ my fingers, too long

What is your favourite word?
~ oh my god

Where would you like to live?
~bali, any penthouse

Radiator or air conditioning?
~nah i like to sweat like a pig.. lol.. duh Aircon

Cat or dog?
~ im not a pet person..

What is your guiltiest pleasure?
~ buying vcds, bags and bags galore

To whom would you most like to say sorry and why?
~ my mom and my lola

Have you ever said ‘I love you’ and not meant it?
~ hhmm..

What is your greatest regret?
~ doing something that i really dont want to do but i did it in the name of ahm.. the L word

When and where were you happiest?
~ with mushy.. at the beach

How do you relax?
~ watch a movie either at h ome or at the cinema, reading a book wiv earphones on fer sounds..

What single thing would improve the quality of your life?
~ making the right decisions & standing by it

What do you consider your greatest achievement?
~ the respect afforded to me by the people i know

What keeps you awake at night?
~ thinking of so many what-ifs

What song would you like played at your funeral?
~ love affair, the instrumental arrange by enio morricone

Are You High Maintenance?

Are You High Maintenance?
 
its weird you know.. ive always thought of myself as low maintenance..
i really dont ask for anything big.. im not a fan of perfection either since i know that im not perfect my self.. so weird really.. but yes i do aim high.. if i know that i can do better.. of course i would.. another thing..yes my mushy does treat me like a princess.. ive nothing else to ask fo

Which Sex and the City Vixen Are You?

You Are Most Like Charlotte!

You are the ultimate romantic idealist. You’ve been hurt before, but that hasn’t caused you to give up on love. If anything, your resolve to fall in love is stronger than ever. And it’s this feminine optimism that men find most appealing about you. Romantic prediction: That guy you are seeing (or crushing on)? Could be very serious - if you play your cards right!

Which Sex and the City Vixen Are You?
hhmm really now.. ive always thought of myself as carrie.. i mean charlotte is too conservative fer me.. but no im not like samantha either.. an no im not as jaded as miranda.. yeah im defnitly a carrie  

What Season Are You?

You Are Spring!

Hopeful, Playful Sweet, Fresh, Airy

What Season Are You?

Stand Up For Love

by destiny’s child

If we all stand together this one time
Then no one will get left behind
And stand up
for life
stand up
and sing
Stand up
For love

** click here for video

cater to you

by destiny’s child      
 
Baby I See You Working Hard

       I Want To Let You Know I'm Proud,
         Let You Know That I Admire What You Do
         The More If I Need To Reassure You, My Life Would Be Purposeless
         Without You (Yeah)
         If I Want It (Got It)
         When I Ask You (You Provide It)
         You Inspire Me To Be Better
         You Challenge Me For The Better
         Sit Back And Let Me Pour Out My Love Letter

         Let Me Help You
         Take Off Your Shoes
         Untie You Shoestrings 
         Take Off Your Cufflinks (Yeah)
         What You Want To Eat Boo? (Yeah)
         Let Me Feed You
         Let Me Run Your Bathwater
         Whatever You Desire, I’ll Aspire
         Sing You A Song
         Turn My Game On
         I’ll Brush Your Hair
         Help Put Your Do Rag On
         Want A Foot Rub? (Yeah)
         You Want A Manicure?
         Baby I’m Yours I Want To Cater To You Boy

         [Chorus]
         Let Me Cater To You
         Cause Baby This Is Your Day
         Do Anything For My Man
         Baby You Blow Me Away
         I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much
         More
         Anything You Want Just Let Me Cater To You
         Inspire Me From The Heart,
         Can’t Nothing Tear Us Apart
         You’re All That I Want In A Man;
         I Put My Life In Your Hands
         I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much
         More
         Anything You Want, I Want To Cater To You

         [Verse 2 Kelly]
         Baby I’m Happy You’re Home,
         Let Me Hold You In My Arms
         I Just Want To Take The Stress Away From You
         Making Sure That I’m Doing My Part (Oh)
         Boy Is There Something You Need Me To Do (Oh)
         If You Want It (I Got It)
         Say The Word (I Will Try It)
         I Know Whatever I’m Not Fulfilling (Oh)
         No Other Woman Is Willing (Oh)
         I’m Going To Fulfill Your Mind, Body, And Spirit

         I Promise You (Promise You)
         I’ll Keep Myself Up (Oh)
         Remain The Same Chick (Yeah)
         You Fell In Love With (Yeah)
         I’ll Keep It Tight, I’ll Keep My Figure Right
         I’ll Keep My Hair Fixed, Keep Rocking The Hottest Outfits
         When You Come Home Late Tap Me On My Shoulder, I’ll Roll Over
         Baby I Heard You, I’m Here To Serve You (I’m Lovin It, I’m Lovin
         It)
         If It’s Love You Need, To Give It Is My Joy
         All I Want To Do, Is Cater To You Boy

         [Chorus]

         [Bridge Michelle]
         I Want To Give You My Breath, My Strength, My Will To Be Here
         That’s The Least I Can Do,
         Let Me Cater To You
         Through The Good (Good)
         The Bad (Through The Bad)
         The Ups And Downs (Ups And Downs)
         I’ll Still Be Here For You
         Let Me Cater To You
         Cause You’re Beautiful (You’re Beautiful)
         I Love The Way You Are (You Are)
         Fulfill Your Every Desire (Desire)
         Your Wish Is My Command (Command)
         I Want To Cater To My Man
         Your Heart (Your Heart)
         So Pure Your Love Shines Through(Shines Through)
         The Darkness We’ll Get Through (So Much)
         So Much Of Me Is You (Is You)
         I Want To Cater To My Man

**i juz love this song *sigh* 

click here for video

destiny

if 2 hearts are meant to be..

no matter how long it takes

how far it will go

how tough it seems

fate will bring them together

to share a life

that is meanth to be forever 

DATE MOVIE

i was freakin bored on my day off so i decided to watch a movie.. DATE MOVIE.. i mean it seems to ahve a good title.. but then again.. argh.. i hate it. its like ’scary movie’ with all the spoofs. they copied mr & mrs smith, kill bill, meet the parents, jerry maguire, notting hill, argh.. and many more.. ok some parts of it are funny.. but its not a movie id want to watch again.. if yer thinking of a cheap thrill fer about 2 hrs you can watch it.. its nice to watch a senseless movie once & a while

i dint know that eating less would cost more

iw as going thru back issues of the PDI and i came across the column of kinny salas, makeover 911. probly inline with the lenten season, she has decided to talk about “General cleansing inside & out.” she tried out the ultimate fasting program of some company. its a 5-day, 5-part maximum fasting and detoxifying program that cleanses the colon, liver and blood. it provides nutrition and ensures healthy elimination of toxins from the body. ok well and good. what irked me though is how much it costs.. take a guess.. its P4,350 for 5 freakin days!! i mean ok its beneficial and all that.. but if its claiming to be nature’s secret ultimate fasting cleanse.. what else could be there to it? are u gona eat limestones or something lol ? i guess its juz my ignoramus side, i juz know the traditional way of fasting where its either u dont eat meat or you really eat less. i guess with the advancement and stuff, lotsa things have already been discovered. if it  involves improving the well being of the person.. why not right?? but juz think about it.. P4000+ worth of geez can get you a feast of food already.. but fer the lenten season, miss salas is suggesting that you use your hard earned money to fast.. oh well.. if you can afford it.. fine..

tagay ni abet

RULE:

List seven songs you’re into right now. No matter what the genre is, whether (or not) they have words, or even if they’re any good, they must be songs you’re really enjoying right now. Post these instructions in your blog along with your seven songs, then tag seven other people to see what they’re listening to…

the first 7 songs that came to my mind

1. WHEN I MET YOU - like i said in me profile.. im a young woman with an old soul.. along wiv it comes my choise of songs haha .. and besides.. its our theme song hihi.. so mushy go n memorize it.. you’ll be singin that pretty so0n.. you still owe me a karaoke session u know.. 
2. CHECK ON IT - beyonce - party party!
3. CATER TO YOU - beyonce - i juz love the lyrics.. sweet..
4. THIS GUY’S INLOVE WITH YOU PARE (a capella version) - kilyawan boys’ choir - theyre good i tell you.. if youv heard the song theres this part thats hilarious.. they keep saying bading bading in the background lol.. not to mock the gay people out there ok? i mean the way they inserted it i find it funny hihi
5. IF I BELIEVE - patti austin - fer mushy of course
6. I THINK GOD CAN EXPLAIN - splender - id always love this song
7. HOME - or any michael buble song fer that matter 

Ipapasa ang TAGay kina:

1. gelo
2. april zara
3. primadonna
4. mischarmed
5. fretnot
6. jen bajar
7. floflo

**got this from kat 

how do you define love?

those who dont like it call it RESPONSIBILITY

those who play with it call it a GAME

those who dont have it call it a DREAM

those who understand call it LIFE. 

upsetting melanie marquez

i dunno if this is a true story, this was forwarded to me by my friend.

you be the judge:

melanie marquez was in a mall when suddenly 2 conotic girls shouted

        “hey bitch!”

melanie got upset and turned to them with raised eyebrows and said

        “never! ever! ever!ever! call me hey!” 

you’re on my mind

Still it rushes through me..
in every pore.. through every cell.
What feeling is this?
I cannot tell..
what secrets unveil
capabilities
unknown to limits.
This absolute fascination
blankets my every consciousness.
Drawing you closer,
bringing you near.
You feel so close to me
Yet still not within my sight.
I feel your breath,
heat penetrating my skin
like the hard summer rain.
I feel your face, your eyes,
trace your mouth with my fingers.
I fell your breath
But still we do not touch.
Scorching fantasies..
lust and longing.
Tease me not.
“Move closer . . . ” he whispers,
“closer, closer. “
Being with you is still unparalleled.
like the finest lace
our bodies in pursuit
occupying the same space.
There you go
surrounding me and filling me up
Eyes open! I must I see
Tell me this is reality.

If I Believe

** i was bloghopping and i came accross the lyrics of this song at katfdax’s blog. i juz love this.. *sigh*.. makes me want to stay cuddled in bed on a rainy day wiv  who else? my teddy hehe

If I Believe
Patti Austin
 
If I believed in paradise
I’d swear I must be there
I’d swear I must be there right now with you
If I believed in miracles
I’d know that one was happening to me
But if I don’t believe in paradise
Then miracles aren’t real
Then someone tell me what is this I feel

I’m there
I’m there
If I believed.

how could i not love you?

when darkness surrounds me
you are my light
when coldness seeps,
you are my warmth
like a moth to a flame
i fly to you
how could i not love you?