its sad when the people you know become people you knew, when you cant walk right past someone as if they were never a big part of your life..how you used to be able to talk for hours, and now you can barely even look at them. its just sad how things change, so much.

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dearest mushy,

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

even before the bus turned the corner, i started missin you.. maybe its me.. but everytime you go away or i go away..you take a  part of me. its like the sun’s going down on me. the moment i see you, i start trying to prolong the time we have together..when you leave i juz have to get out of the house.. its so hard to breathe without you. what can i say? i guess you do take my breath away…

are you counting down hun? although its been the same length of time away from you.. barely 2 weeks..to me it seems longer.. i guess when you really love and care for someone, it does seem like an eternity. i can hardly wait.. im having an anxiety attach right now.. lol.. dont worry.. itll go away when you put your strong arms around me..
 
when i say i love you.. i mean it from the bottom and top of my heart.. i appreciate every word, thought and deed you have done for me. i always enjoy your sweet presence around me. guess thats why im feeling a little lost right now.. so id better get busy, busy, busy. *sigh* i hate waiting. how many days more?
 
today when i was thinking of you, i started thinking of how our relationship started out.. weve known each other for how many years already right? we have common friends.. but it was juz that gossip about sarah dying that brought us together.. little did i know that things would turn out this way right? i have not regretted my decision to let you into my life, nor heart. you make me feel so very complete.

HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY!! 

yours,

marie

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