its sad when the people you know become people you knew, when you cant walk right past someone as if they were never a big part of your life..how you used to be able to talk for hours, and now you can barely even look at them. its just sad how things change, so much.

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im missin y0u

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

my shift starts today after 2 1/2 days of vacation.. as i enter the office.. i was close to gagging to see everything from chairs to bulletin boards to stations all decorated with freakin hearts… dont get me wrong.. im not yer usual non-confirmist-i-dont-wanna-be-baduy chic.. i should actually be happy coz its my day!! its time to be mushy day!! lol.. so today’s the day.. unfortunately.. my SO(significant other) being 5 hrs away from me, promised a post vday celeb instead since we both werent able to be with each other coz of work.. so there.. i juz spent the whole day sleeping and reading.. i was supposed to go out with my girlfriends but one called of a hang over, 1 was still in bed.. and 2 were juz plain lazy to go out.

this if one of the very few valentines where i actually dint do anything in lieu of the event.. and u know what.. i feel even worse comapred to back then when i dint have a date coz at least back then i really dint have a guy!!! but right now.. i do have a guy but.. *sigh*.. i miss the hustle and bustle of the hearts day. they would often say that its only the guys that really fuss about it?? well i do.. ive probly done all the mushiest things u can come up with juz in the name of st valentine’s day :D .. he said he’ll make up for it on the weekend.. but its not valentine’s day nymore this weekend… *sigh* im sorry im being such a b*^$@.

i juz utterly miss u.

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