my bo0

this mornin i was as usual doin my ritual of forwardin texts to me friends.. i was hesitant to forward it to my ex since we havent kept in touch fer months. oh yeah we did talk fer a while days after the new year.. juz giving our belated greetings.. but when it comes to everyday correspondence.. no more texts or calls… but i found out why..

i dont even remember the text i was forwarding.. his cell & house number is still saved in my phone.. so when he responded by asking who i was.. i figured he deleted my freakin number pala. he was making bola pa.. sabi nya he knew who i was tapos after that nahuli ko rin di nya alam kung sino ako.. nung sabi kong bo0.. ayun hahaha. well at least its still good to know na wala syang ibang tinatawag nun or walang tumatawag sa kanya ng ganun kundi ako lang.. its mean u know… if u call all of yer gf’s or bf’s only one monicker.. its like its so hard to preserv the memries.. i know il only have one bo0 =)

at first parang naninibago ako sa kanya.. parang hindi sya. well.. sabi nya nga.. things have changed. for the better naman. we’re both comfortable now with each other.. well i am.. it was uneasy then when we said our goodbyes.. tho we still kept in touch few months after that.. i was crushed. the turning point was when we gave up our sun (we would often talk at least 2 hrs a day back then..) and he got his globe line already. i did switch to globe to0.. i mean that was why we got sun in the first place.. so we can talk til god knows when.. so when he got his globe.. fine.. globe din ako..but then eventually his texts & calls came rarely na.. til there was none.

after about 7 months of silence.. there. i thought i would never get over him. but i did. it was funny nga how we were reminiscing. kakatuwa nga eh haha. were now able to look back to everything that happened with no grudges.. no bitternes.. no remorse.. we caught up with goss too.. our common friends whove split up, those whove met up.. etc.. sumtimes i miss the  “me” with him..but then again.. we live… we learn. i guess i grew up already. although were not the same people now.. but you know.. its fine..hed still be my bo0 =)

oh ayan ha.. i wrote about sumthin bout u na.. its not all about rants and mushinezz.. meron din reminiscing.. as if it was so long ago.. or did all of that really happen??? or was everything juz a figure of my imagination? hahaha.. kaartehan.. nywayz.. ayun lang po. bow.