wish list

ive never really been a fan of new year’s resolutions..

ive never been a planner either..

i prefer living for the day… 

i dont like making promises i might not be able to keep…

but i do want to, in my own lil way,

change some things in my life for the better.

these are not, i repeat, promises.

so please dont take it against if im not even close to fulfilling it..

but bear in mind that i do what to change it..

pretty confusing..whatever..

i wont be calling this my “to-do list” either  since i really have no idea when im gonna start any of these.

i juz know that these are the things i wanna start doing.. or stop doing.. whatever!

1. ill try to be more patient. there was this time at work when i got lotsa bad, stupid(sori.. juz cant help it) calls. not to mention having deaf callers who have no idea what a colon looks like…at times i really think its a job from hell.. then what struck me is that there was this aquaintance of mine who called me an “irate agent.” i dunno if he was being funny or what.. but it did get to me? am i really like that? hindi naman ah. its juz that its one of those days when u really get ur share of the bullshit.

2. ill try to be less matampuhin. i remember one time mushy and i had this argument and muntik na nga kaming hindi magkita at that time due to sum misunderstanding. yup. there u go misunderstanding nga. hindi kasi nagkakaliwanagan eh. ang sa akin lang naman.. tell me whats happening coz hindi naman ako manghuhula!!!i generally have a happy disposition =). i could be a clown, im really laid back, i take things easy. but when u say sumthin that really hurt my feelings, id need some time to recuperate. sumtimes it would take a few mins, sumtimes it would take hours, but never a day. i juz wanna have sum time to sort things out =).

3. less shopping. yes.juz less ok? i dint say i wont go shopping anymore. are u kidding? lol.

4. save million and millions. i dunno how in heavens ill do that, but thats what i wanna do hihi.

5. sleep less. lately eversince we changed shifts i always slept for at least 7 hrs in a day. thats a lot!!! i wanna go back to my old habit of sleeping in bout 4 hrs or less. im able to do more with that.

6. read more. during the holidays i got lots of books as gifts. i have like 12 or more in line that i shud read and i cant even freakin finish the one i have fer like 2 weeks now. less sleep will lead to more time reading. well. hopefully.

7. go online more! yes yes!! i miss playin triv and making goss wiv mah frens and dLing mp3s!!! *sigh*

8. relearn how to bake. last christmas my mom got me this baking stuff. it used to be my hobby back then, eons ago.

9. sort unwanted clothes, shoes, bags, etc. i know that a norman human being would probly do this like every month or so. well. im not normal. lol. i rarely go through my closet, i ransack it… so along with sorting would be fixing already.

10. wear less dangling earings. i promised myself id try to be less arty this year.. so il be wearin more of those studs instead of those dangly stuff.

11. id sing more. tis different when ur listening to music, its different when ur singing. i miss that feeling.

12. go anywhere outside luzon. i dont like the fact i have been able to travel to other countries and yet not be able to