christmas party

last sunday we had our christmas party at cap building at john hay. started at 130pm more or less and it ended at bout 830 i think. it actually started bad! we werent able to find our coach’s name at the table. i was furious! i mean how did that make us feel? twas like we were recognized! HELL!! inaway-away ko nga mga tao dun.. i dont like taking shit from anyone.. nakakababa ng morale un.. what were they think diba? kung alam nila na hindi na kasya they shudve created a back up plan or somethin para naman di namamahiya sa mga darating. so eventually mam irene (irene nga ba un? ms roa) let us sit anywhere we wanted so of course we went to the the table close to the front, middle part, so we would get a hand on everything happening (hehe).

i finally cooled down when the mass started. after that we started eating.. the food was  great! there was also this talent showdown where there were only 4 groups who joined out of the 1100 in the company. had we known that the prize was 20k we woudve tried our luck! we were defnitly better that the others hehe. there were also lots of prizes.. there were even 4 from my team who won, jimrey got a poratble radio, which he later exchanged to alma who got a blender. arlene got a coffee maker while lisa, our team mate who resigned, got a microwave oven. talk bout luck! hehe

the notebook

** got this from the status of my coach at his g-talk thingy… found out that beneath that tough exterior is actually a really  baduy guy in love lol… peace coach!!

“I am nothing special, of this I am sure. I am a common man with common thoughts and I’ve led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I’ve loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough.”

 - from THE NOTEBOOK by nicholas sparks 

If I Keep My Heart Out of Sight Lyrics

** i juz love this song.. so mushy =)

by james taylor

If I keep on talking now
I’ll only start repeating myself
And all I can say is
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you

If I present it to you
With a flower in the moonlight
Oh, shiny and new
Well, you couldn’t say no tonight
If I keep my heart out of sight

does love ever go wrong?

 
** this poem was sent some time ago to some guy…
juz came across it in me baul 

I never thought that i would come to a

but I dont want to live without you.
*sigh*
sumtimes when i lo0k back at the decisions tha ive made, i still cant believe that i made them. but given the chance if id undo those decisions, i know that id still go through each one of `em in a heartbeat. i have loved and lost. ive had shitty ones and nice ones. i dont think id be the person i am taday if it werent fer those important lessons in life. ive scars, some am proud of, some im not. but hey.. i went through it all and here i am right now… demented…twisted… crazy.. nonetheless happy. i guess thats the effect of not thinking? had i thought for a few seconds in certain moments in me life.. heck i know my life wouldve changed…

so for now.. am content how i am

once in a while randomly exploding

from time to time randomly hibernating

thats me.

“poo-poo box”

while ago i had a funny call from this guy who was so upset with his dsl service. he was disconnected in error. although his phone service was restored already, he still needed to request his internet to be activated. the caller is unable to do so though since it was a weekend and the offices that the caller needs is currently closed.

 i admire the caller’s calmness in handling the issue. if he was someone else, he wouldve probly cursed and cursed… but fer this guy.. no…he was as calm as the night breeze… he was describing his frustration by saying that our company has filled up the “poo-poo box” and that the “poo-poo box” can only take so much. i guess that was his way of saying he doesnt want to take shit from anyone anymore. as  much as i would want to, i couldnt help the caller since the depts we needed were closed. i suggested that i call the guy back on a convenient time he wants but he juz hang up. oh well..too bad. if everyone was like that guy who was so calm and good natured, what a wonderful world this would be.. but then again.. pinch me.. haha! 

kinda true huh

Your Birth Month is October

You are a natural leader who is able to stand up when no one else can. Strong and powerful, you tend to overshadow those around you. Your soul reflects: Gratitude, comfort, and true love Your gemstone: Tourmaline Your flower: Cosmos Your colors: White and yellow

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What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

christmas shopping

this afty i started with my christmas shopping. there werent so many people at all, i was havin a hard time tho coz this time i was shopping alone and i dint have no one to help me with me bags.. haha.. kidding…

 juz a thought.. i dont remember any of me ex’s helping me wiv my christmas shopping.. hhmmm.. i remember i was either with my lola or with my friends… is it really such a tedious job for men to be with their girlfriends when they go shopping? its weird how women never get tired when it comes to shopping.. the mall does have its own kind of energy where women draw strength from hihi. oh well.. its christmas! more shopping to look forward to haha!

freakin SSS

yesterday i went to sss to apply for a new ID. twas long overdue so i decided its about time to apply fer a new one since most establishments look fer it fer reference. so i was there at 2:30pm, i was the 19th person on the line of hopefuls. guess what time i was finished? 4:15.. could you  imagine that? the sss office in baguio is supposed to be the main office fer region 1, so they shud expect that there will be people in droves going to their office. why the hell then do they have only 2 freakin lines? i was wearin my stilletos that time and my feet was killin me. argh.. and the guy at the counter, he doesnt seem to care about all the people lined up, he juz chit chats wiv his assistants all the time. grrrr.

i dont have any idea how their system works, but then again he shud take into consideration all the people who lined up their even if they have other things to do other than watch a guy juz surf and chitchat his way the whole day. i am so enraged!!! is the system really that way? i was tryin so hard to control my temper.. good thing i dint let it get the best of me.. otherwise.. patay sya sakin. i hate waiting really. oh well. thats juz one part of the waiting time… as fer my sss ID, i saw a note on the wall at the photo area saying id have to wait fer at least 3 months!!! sheessh!!!! im about ready to pack my bags to new zealand.

sana

sana nakatingin ka rin sa buwan ngayon

at dahil iisa lamang ang buwan sa buong mundo

siguradong doon ay magdurugtong ang ating mga tingin

sa wakas

mababasa mo na rin sa aking mga mata ang lahat ng gusto kong sabihin

me me me

 got this from sum website. this is how i am daw. hihihi. id say all of ‘em are real dont you think?

M - mushy
A - articulate
R - rare
I -  impressive
E - extreme

J -  joyful
U- unique
D- daredevil
I -  irresistable
T -  temperamental
H - honest

R -  refreshing
I -  ideal
T - trusted
A -animated

for all of my life

** one of me fave mushy songs   Come and lay here beside me
I’ll tell you how I feel
There’s a secret inside me
I’m ready to reveal
To have you close, embrace your heart
with my love
over and over
These are things that I promise
my promise to you

chorus

A STRONG WOMAN

 
FOR MY MOM:  
to a woman who shows what it takes to be one
a strong woman…
is one who feels deeply
and love fiercely
fer tears flow just as abundantly
as her laughter.
A strong woman
is both soft and powerful
she is both
practical and spiritual.
A strong woman
in her essence is a gift to the world.

at work

its weird when no matter how much sleep i get at home, im still sleepy at work.

i miss goin out at nite.

*sigh*

totally senseless i know

i dunno. my mind doesnt seem to be in its right state

im hungry..

weird.. i feel famished

but i did eat tho.. i ate at 3am.. fer dinner..

headache..

another meeting… *sigh*

cant wait to get to me mind…

oh yeah i remembered.. my lola’s coming… and she wants to go to the mall

oh wel.. there goes my salary.. lol

what kind of soul are you?

its not everyday that i come across surveys that actually mean sumthing.. i kinda like this one.. it does seem real..

You Are a Dreaming Soul

Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you awy from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all… But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul

click the link below to take the test yerself!

What Kind of Soul Are You?

y0u

When i close my eyes,
i imagine your presence right here with me,
the thought of you being near.
When i close my eyes,
i can feel you next to me,
your smile consumes me,
your sweet voice,
echoing through my muddled thoughts.
When i close my eyes,
i’m lost,
imagining your touch,
the way your fingers tremble across my skin…
When i close my eyes,
i feel the tenderness of your fingers,
as you take my hand in yours…
When i close my eyes,
i feel the warmth of your arms around me,
as you hold me tight,
the softness of your lips against mine…
When i close my eyes,
i am there with you,
so so close…
Memories never die,
so when ever i am lonely,
i just close my eyes,
and i’m right there with you …
What is it wiv you anyway?
i have thought it over and over,
yet,
still,
i cant decide what it is….
Could it be the look in your eye’s,
that captures my soul…
Could it be,
the way your hair falls over your face,
or the shy smile i see every now and then…
Could it be your unique personality,
that has me mezmerised…
Or could it be,
the very sound of your voice,
when you talk….
Every little thing about you,
is so very unique,
the little cute look,
when you smile,
and crease your perfect cheeks…
i guess i’ll never tell…
But,
whatever it is,
this wonderful magic of you,
it keeps me live through each day and nite.

you’re beautiful

** my recent fave

by james blunt

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I’m sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won’t lose no sleep on that,
‘Cause I’ve got a plan.

You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don’t know what to do,
‘Cause I’ll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
F**king high,
And I don’t think that I’ll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don’t know what to do,
‘Cause I’ll never be with you.
You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it’s time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.
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