crap!

its weird how some days dont work out and some days are  like beds of roses.. as of right now? its officially freakin-fucked-up-day. it started with really shitty calls from really stupid callers. im usually patient and happy in my disposition while taking in calls but i guess stress, stubbornness and problems got the better of me today. sa inis ko naiiyak na nga ako eh. my coach probly felt my frustration and he let me take a break even if i already did take my break.. aux 7! so i went to the bathroom and i juz let it all out.. thats really how i am. pag inis na inis na talga ako i cry. i juz felt so drained and stressed and so fed up with work at that time that i really felt like giving up. had i not gone to the bathroom i probly wouldve walked out already in the heat of the moment. this has the first time that i my emotions got the better of me. weird thing though, after a few mins of outbursts of tears, i couldnt stop crying…i dunno why.. that was so weird.. i was like telling myself to stop crying but tears juz kept flowing. *sigh* do all of the people really go through those stages? ive always loved my job regardless of how shitty other people may think of it. i actually enjoy what im doing. but last nite.. it was different.. whew.. that was somethin different.. hope i dont see that side of me again… =). as for now.. i am, little by little, trying to put a smile on my face for everything.