its sad when the people you know become people you knew, when you cant walk right past someone as if they were never a big part of your life..how you used to be able to talk for hours, and now you can barely even look at them. its just sad how things change, so much.

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does love ever go wrong?

Sunday, December 11, 2005

 
** this poem was sent some time ago to some guy…
juz came across it in me baul 

I never thought that i would come to a

point where i wouldn’t care

whether its wrong or right

Debating about the issue

takes too much energy

I admit I dont know everything

But i am sure of one thing

That..

In my heart and in my mind

And in every spark in my soul

I know that I love you

And that love is so much more important to me

than ever being right.

So let me be wrong.

I can live wiv being wrong

but I dont want to live without you.
*sigh*
sumtimes when i lo0k back at the decisions tha ive made, i still cant believe that i made them. but given the chance if id undo those decisions, i know that id still go through each one of `em in a heartbeat. i have loved and lost. ive had shitty ones and nice ones. i dont think id be the person i am taday if it werent fer those important lessons in life. ive scars, some am proud of, some im not. but hey.. i went through it all and here i am right now… demented…twisted… crazy.. nonetheless happy. i guess thats the effect of not thinking? had i thought for a few seconds in certain moments in me life.. heck i know my life wouldve changed…

so for now.. am content how i am

once in a while randomly exploding


from time to time randomly hibernating

thats me.

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“poo-poo box”

while ago i had a funny call from this guy who was so upset with his dsl service. he was disconnected in error. although his phone service was restored already, he still needed to request his internet to be activated. the caller is unable to do so though since it was a weekend and the offices that the caller needs is currently closed.

 i admire the caller’s calmness in handling the issue. if he was someone else, he wouldve probly cursed and cursed… but fer this guy.. no…he was as calm as the night breeze… he was describing his frustration by saying that our company has filled up the “poo-poo box” and that the “poo-poo box” can only take so much. i guess that was his way of saying he doesnt want to take shit from anyone anymore. as  much as i would want to, i couldnt help the caller since the depts we needed were closed. i suggested that i call the guy back on a convenient time he wants but he juz hang up. oh well..too bad. if everyone was like that guy who was so calm and good natured, what a wonderful world this would be.. but then again.. pinch me.. haha! 

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kinda true huh

Your Birth Month is October
You are a natural leader who is able to stand up when no one else can.
Strong and powerful, you tend to overshadow those around you.

Your soul reflects: Gratitude, comfort, and true love

Your gemstone: Tourmaline

Your flower: Cosmos

Your colors: White and yellow

wana know what yer birth month means? click link below
What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

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